Crushed
When you look back on your life or even certain aspects of life, you see things that you did not expect to happen. And yet at the same time, deep down inside, your were afraid of that very thing happening. You decided to let hope have a chance, and it was the hardest thing you could possibly have done. You were constantly fighting, each moment to go against my normal instinct. For awhile, life continued and nothing happened, everything was great. It was so great, that you really started to have hope, that things would/could be different. And you became comfortable in a new situation that you swore you would never be comfortable in. AND THEN IT HAPPENED...as it always does. Your life was crushed and you were left to pick up the pieces again. But what do you do, when you realize that it is harder and harder every time something happens. It becomes harder and harder to pick up those pieces and to continue on. Sure life goes on and doesn...